TehStarky

i need this, to be like the way it was the smile on your face isnt as bright its more of a wax figure of what it was and im just looking for a way to melt it down this has all been like a dream a nightmare looking back on that year i realize that now there are no real photographs even the ones taken where reluctant almost as if you were just getting by not wanting to remember any of this and you say that you cared but its all lies in a dream well its time to wake up time to tell me its ok to die.

Just say anything Anything to let me know that your still there This silence is killing me I'm fighting just for a breath of fresh air Give me some type of sign Just something I can actually fight for Something that I can actually call mine Just please don't show me the door I fight and give all I can My best isn't good enough sometimes And just try to sit here and take it like a man But just soak myself in deeper, darker lies You told me that this would get easier But so far it's only gotten harder So it's been so far so bad But none of it seems to make you at all sad You'll probably just grow to forget me You'll laugh again